Tonight has been one with what seems like a million things weighing on my mind. Mostly about how I would love to do certain parts of life over… and while I know that I will not get that “do-over” that I so wish I could have, it made me realize how much those so called errors have made me who I am today.
These mistakes made in the last 10 years are not something that someone would say I regret… I just know that if I was able to make those decisions with what I know now, I would have made totally different ones. I have been described as someone who “wears her heart on her sleeve” and while that is true in some cases… in others I bury it because I pull on those situations on nights like these where things seems unclear and you wonder if you’re heading down the right path or any path at all. And I know that I am not supposed to have all the answers and I don’t want to know how my life will turn out because then there would be no point in living it because I would already know.
I said all of that to say this: Every decision that you make will play into the next and so on… each decision is like a stepping stone along the path of life and everyone lays their own path as they walk it.